I haven’t got much to say today, which is kind of weird actually. Well, not really. See, I’m a pretty quite person. I don’t talk much to people I know in real life, and I don’t post much to the study group and forums I belong to. It’s not that I don’t like the people or don’t want to participate, it’s just that I generally don’t have much to say. Also, sometimes, I feel like what I have to say isn’t really all that important. So, I just stay quiet. That’s probably not the best solution, but it is the least painful. You’d be amazed at the amount of courage it has required for me to write this blog and The Lotus Pond.
That sort of brings me to another topic–I rarely write emails to online friends either. There are a few people, like El, Belz and Xiao, who’ve I’ve lost touch with mostly because I don’t know what to say to them. I “see” them all pretty much every day online, yet I don’t say hi. Why? Because I don’t want to bother them. Yep, I suck. 😛 So, if any of you guys are reading this: “Hi! I miss all the fun times we used to have.”