Goodbye to Egypt

I spent a good part of today at the ROM. The permanent Ancient Egypt, Rome, and Greece galleries are closing on Sunday as part of the renovation program currently going on. From what I understand, they won’t be opening again for at least eight months, but possibly as long as a year and a half. Since these are my favourite places to visit, I am actually quite crushed. After taking a couple of free tours of other areas in the museum, I took one last walk through the Egypt exhibit to say goodbye.

I was also very excited today, since I got to talk to two different ladies at the ROM about volunteering. Since I love the museum so much, I thought it would be the perfect thing for me to do. Then I came home and looked up some more information on the internet. It turns out that you must be a member of the museum to be a volunteer, and that costs C$89 a year. Sadly, I can’t afford that right now. And besides, I have a membership to the Canadian Natural History Museum, which gives me access to the ROM, so it hardly makes monetary sense to double up on memberships. So, no volunteering at the ROM for me.

Observations from my day out and about:

  • Saw a guy wearing an “Impeach Bush” t-shirt. I’m not really sure what the point of it is since we are in Canada! Of course, he was also wearing a Marijuana Party button, so… (Yes, we have a political party called the Marijuana Party. They don’t get many votes. I think their supporters generally forget to vote…)
  • Pigeons will eat onions. Who knew?
  • Just because a store says it has 150 Tarot decks doesn’t mean they actually do. And for some reason, independent stores seem to feel that they can charge more for items. (C$50 for a deck that isn’t out of print and can be bought from the artist, with a book, for US$25? Hardly seems right.)
  • Movie filming is a fact of life in Toronto. Look for Bloor West Village in the upcoming movie The Perfect Man. Sadly, I wasn’t in any of the shots.
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Holding Back

An excerpt from my private journal, from yesterday:

When I was a little girl I dreamed of being a writer. Through grade school and middle school I wrote many stories and non-fiction essays. Always I received high grades and encouraging comments from my teachers.

In high school I all but gave up writing for two reasons. First, I had a few friends who also wanted to be writers and they seemed so much more serious and talented them me. I was very intimidated. Second, I once wrote a story for an assignment and let a friend, Cave, read it. He got very upset because he said it was similar to a short story in a book he had leant me several months earlier. I had no recollection of the story, but was horribly embarrassed. I guess this started me doubting whether I could come up with anything original.

So high school taught me that I wasn’t serious or creative enough to be a writer. I think I still carry these thoughts around with me. I am letting events and feelings from ten years ago still rule my life. Why? I have no contact with these people any more.

In picking up a pen again, doing writing exercises and trying to write my book, I have run into these feelings full force. I am again questioning if I am creative or serious enough to pull this off. But I am also, slowly, learning that it doesn’t matter what other people think at this point. Right now I just need to get my words and ideas down.

You know… looking back on it I had a high school English teacher who wanted me to take English in university because she thought I had talent. She was sure I would write a book one day. And, strangely enough, she didn’t encourage my other “writer” friends like that. Did I just waste many years being afraid of nothing?

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Pictures of the Past

Over the past week or so, I’ve been scanning in my collection of old pictures. Everything from my childhood dog, who has been gone over 15 ago, to my middle school graduation, to my trip to Vegas in 1998, to the wedding of the girl who was in all those middle school pictures with me, and to my ill-fated trip to Microsoft for a job interview. Going over these pictures has brought back a lot of memories, like how much I hated the dress I wore to middle school gradation, to say nothing about my hair! Yech!

I’m also sad about all the pictures that are missing. My parents’ camera had a melt down after high school graduation, so I don’t have any pictures of that. There are also far to few pictures of my dog Max, who passed away about four years ago. I also noticed that the last full face picture of me was middle school gradation. Somewhere along the way, I started hiding every time someone took a picture of me. (There is one exception, but I didn’t think that picture was going to be kept, so I didn’t hide.)

I am now more fully aware of what caused my drop in self confidence in high school, and I think I am doing a pretty good job of recovering it. Some days are tougher then others, especially when one is out and about in a city like Toronto. (There are a lot of “beautiful people” here, and they let you know that the average person is beneath them.) I hope the next time I go through some pictures that there will be more with my smiling face. 🙂 (NO, quanta, that is not permission to start taking pictures of me! :P)

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Grammar Course

I have found a grammar course to take through Barnes and Noble University. It looks interesting, and I hope it will be more helpful then previous courses that I have tried to that through this site.

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Day at the Spa

My day at the spa was fun, but quite different from what I have experienced in the past. The spa I have gone to previously was a little place in Stoney Creek. My mom goes there fairly often for massages, so nearly everyone there knows her. And, by extension, they all at least know about me. The place I went today was quite different. For one, it was very large, with more staff manning the desks then the other place has in total, I think. It was also much more impersonal then the spa in Stoney Creek, and scheduling was strictly adhered to.

That’s not to say I had a bad time. Far from it. My massage was wonderful, and my facial was… an interesting, and painful, experience. I was a little bit disappointed with my manicure, but that is because I feel I do a better job. (I feel the same way about pedicures too.) Overall, I had a wonderful time, I would certainly go back for another massage and facial. And if I hadn’t been to a small, more personal spa, I probably wouldn’t have anything to complain about at all.

I think the biggest thing I got out of today (other then a reminder not to have wine on an empty stomach) was an awareness of my body. When other people are touching my body, especially people I don’t know, I tend to feel a little like my space is being violated. I’m funny that way. But today the touching was okay. Nice, even.

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Thoughts on the End of May

I almost find it difficult to believe that May is coming to a close. Time seems to move faster the older one gets. I remember that, as a little girl, April, May and June just crawled by. It felt like my birthday would never come, and when it did I knew that it would be forever until school was done for the summer. Now, spring is done in the blink of an eye, and only summer lingers. (Mostly because the heat is often unbearable.) I am glad, though, that I have taken some time this month to literally stop and smell the flowers. It will still be sad to see my favourite month end. But, tomorrow I am spending a few hours at the spa, so it will be a luxurious send-off. 🙂

And just a thought about gas prices… Americans are currently paying an average for US$2 a gallon for gas. After a little conversion magic, I have discovered that here in Canada we are paying an average of US$2.65 a gallon. Something to remember the next time you pull up to the pump. (Here is an interesting, but slightly outdated, link from the CBC with average gas prices per litre in Canadian dollars. There are approximately 3.8 litres to a U.S. gallon.)

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Unconscious Mutterings 69

Today is Sunday, so that means it is time for Unconscious Mutterings.

  1. Lover:: quanta
  2. Ridiculous:: Comedy
  3. Oscar:: de la Renta (Remember the Barbie he designed?)
  4. Tennis:: Racket
  5. Account Balance:: Low
  6. Hickey:: I knew a girl with that last name, but I can’t remember her first name
  7. License:: to Drive
  8. Breathmints:: Icy
  9. TexMex:: Taco
  10. Stepmother:: Evil (Fairytales really do a number on them, eh?)

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