Making Changes

I’ve found myself with mixed emotions about some of my actions during the past little while. For example, I have left some of the online groups I participated in (and really didn’t enjoy) in order to have more time to indulge in my passions, but instead I have found myself in front of the TV far too often. I have also been selling off items on eBay in an attempt to reduce the clutter and some of my “collections”, yet I can feel myself mentally planning how to spend the money I have earned.

At one time I was very interested in Voluntary Simplicity. I decluttered our apartment and tried to stop spending so much. It didn’t last for long. My love affair with books soon took over, and I was back to spending like normal. However my decluttering efforts have continued to this day, and the amount of “stuff” we have shrinks even while the number of books grows.

After reading Your Money or Your Life, I am finding that many of my spending habits are already starting to change, albeit slowly. As I said, I have been planning how to spend my eBay money, but other then buying a fountain pen, I haven’t spent any of it yet. I have also found myself looking around the gift store I work at, enjoying all the nice things, yet not wanting to buy any of them. Then I go splurge and buy lunch… It is a slow change, to be sure, but at least it is a step in the right direction.

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Witches Weekly – Dreams

I know that a lot of Wiccans and Pagans put a great deal of store into the prophetic abilities of dreams, but I am not one of those. I have vivid, colourful dreams every night, many of which I can remember for many days afterwards, but none have come true. I have dreamed of shopping trips so real I looked for the items when I woke up, I have dreamed of murders so awful I was afraid to go back to sleep, and I have had gentle dreams where nothing much happens at all.

Witches Weekly – Dreams

Do you believe dreams are ever symbolic?
Yes, I do believe that dreams are symbolic, in that they use symbols from one’s life to create some sort of a story which may or may not make sense. As to whether I believe that they can be prophetic, I would have to say that in general I don’t think they are. I think, like Tarot and other divination tools, the symbols used in dreams can bring to one’s attention some aspect of the current situation that one isn’t aware of (or are ignoring). And when that particular situation plays out the way one now expects it to, it seems as if the dream predicted it.

How do you interpret dreams? Do you feel some are scenes from past lives? Future premonitions? Hidden thoughts and feelings?
To me, dreams are nothing more then my brain trying to sort itself out. I often dreams things that make no sense or have no bearing on the real world at all. None have ever felt like scenes from past lives or hints of the future. Although, I did tend to have dreams centering on school during the last few weeks of August, but these continued for a few years after I was done school, so I think it was nothing more then my brain feeding of all the school symbolism out there in the world.

What do you feel was your most symbolic/meaningful dream?
I don’t think that I have had any particularly symbolic or meaningful dream. I did once have a dream that would make a wonderful plot for a novel, but I have yet to begin writing it.

Witches Weekly

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Sidhe Shots – Autumn

This week’s Sidhe Shots theme is autumn, in honour of the recent Autumn Equinox/Mabon. Here in Southern Ontario we are finally experience hot, summer-like weather after our relatively cool summer, so it was difficult to find anything that brought to mind autumn. Within the next month, most of the trees will be turning brilliant shades of red, orange, and yellow. But for now, I had to be content with a few early leaves lying on the pavement.


Autumn

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I’m Back

The Pond has been on hiatus for the last ten days because I was taking some time to do some re-evaluation of different aspects of my life, projects that I am working on, and other things. Closets were cleaned, items were put up on eBay, decisions were made about where my course of study should and shouldn’t go. I am pleased with what I did, and I look forward to seeing the final results.

I should be back on schedule with (near) daily entries. 🙂

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Questions Answered

I’ve received a few questions via comments and emails, so I thought I would take a moment to answer them.

Linda, the ** beside some of the blogs in my “Recommended” list means that those blogs have been updated recently. Some of the blogs may have been updated but not have **, and that is because the authors of those blogs don’t ping Blogrolling. (Blogrolling is the service I use to track updated blogs, and to ping it means to tell it that you have updated your blog.)

Cayce, gMail is an online mail service offered by the people who gave us Google. It is a much nicer service then Hotmail, and it offers you a lot more room. (1 gig, for those to whom that number makes sense.) It is currently invitation only to get an account, since the service is still in its beta testing phase. I still have four invites left, if anyone is interested.

Autumn, I tried to do NaNoWriMo last year, but I got so discouraged. I was far too much of a perfectionist. I am planning on giving it another try this year, with lowered expectations. 😉

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From Fear to Procrastination

I’ve moved beyond the stage of not writing because I felt that I didn’t have anything to say. I’m now in the perfectionist stage–unsure of the strength of my voice, the validity of my message, and fearing I lack the skills to pull it off. I’m tired of being stuck in this rut, but I am afraid to move forward. It is safe to stay where I am; there is no risk and no chance of failure.

I realize that I am failing to live up to my dreams and my potential. I am wasting so much time thinking and complaining about my lack of progress. I am also procrastinating by finding books to read on creativity (Ha!) and by doing endless amounts of research. Every once in a while, I say to myself “Enough is enough! Sit down and write the damn thing before your head explodes.” But I don’t, because I have some obligation to fulfill or something “more important” comes up.

So why don’t I start on my book tonight? Well, I have a couple of obligations to fulfill, and I hate to let people down… expect myself, obviously.

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Gmail Invites

I have six Gmail invites to give away to the first six people to leave a comment (with their vaild email address!). Get ’em while their hot… or at least luke warm. *shrug*

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