Friday Five

I’ve been quite this week because I’ve been doing a lot of thinking. There are a lot of ideas coming very close to th surface now. I feel like I just need a little push to really make a breakthrough, but I’m not sure what that breakthrough would be.

Here is this week’s Friday Five.

1. What was the last song you heard?

Although I’m sure I’ve heard one since, the last song I remember is the theme to CSI: Miami, Won’t Get Fooled Again by The Who.

I’ve really got to stop watching CSI. Last night I had a nightmare about someone breaking into my apartment, which I am sure was inspired by the latest CSI:Miami episode.

2. What were the last two movies you saw?

I think the last two movies were Matrix Reloaded on New Year’s Eve, and Matrix Revolutions sometime shortly afterwards. I don’t watch movies very often anymore.

3. What were the last three things you purchased?

Cat food, Teflon tape, and the Total Gym 1500 (endorsed by Chuck Noris and Christie Brinkley 😉 ). I’m trying very hard to get into shape. I’m tired of being tired and not liking the way I look.

4. What four things do you need to do this weekend?

I need to go to the grocery store and pick up some vegetables. I also need to write a letter to the National Archives of Canada to request a copy of my great-grandfather’s service record. I should do some writing, and there is some reading I would like to do as well.

5. Who are the last five people you talked to?

This is kind of hard, since I don’t talk to too many people. I guess my list would be quanta, my dad, my mom, the lady at the post office, and the lady at the McDonald’s. How sad is that?

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Unconscious Mutterings

Here is my third attempt at Unconscious Mutterings, a free association meme.

  1. Dogma::Religion
  2. Spirit::Ghost
  3. Voodoo:: Priestess
  4. Demon::Night
  5. Digital::Image
  6. Ceremony::Goddess
  7. Research::Book
  8. Career::Job
  9. Penis::Sex
  10. Film::Camera

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Friday Five

It is a typical rainy, gray early spring day outside. The sadness of the weather combined with the joys of PMS makes me want to spend the day in bed with a good book. But, I feel awful taking time for myself like that when I know that quanta is hard at work. So, instead, I’m sitting on the sofa trying to write. It’s not working very well. To hopefully jump start my creative juices, I’m working on this week’s Friday Five.

What was…

1. …your first grade teacher’s name?

I believe my first grade teacher’s name was Mrs. Britain, but I really can’t remember. I do have a book that contains all my old report cards, various school projects, etc., but it got misplaced when my parent’s moved out of their house. It is probably moldering away in their basement storage unit at their apartment.

Even though I can’t remember her name for sure, I do remember the impact she had on me. I was an awful speller until about grade seven, but she did her darnest back in grade one to help me out. She would give me extra hints on how to learn the week’s spelling words. I think she knew I could do it because I was such an excellent reader. A few years later, when I was in grade five, we were assigned grade one reading buddies. My buddy was Mrs. Britain’s current worst reader, who she had requested be assigned to me because she remembered by skill at reading. I remember being able to get my buddy excited about reading, and by the end of the year, he was one of the top readers in the class.

2. …your favorite Saturday morning cartoon?

I’m really not sure. Back then I think it was My Little Ponies. I just loved them! I had lots of different ponies, the grooming stable, and the large pink castle. I never wanted a real horse though. I think that is because my uncle lived on a farm, and when we visited I got to see how messy and smelly horses really were. They were pretty fun to ride, though.

3. …the name of your very first best friend?

Holly Kritchen was my first best friend. I really wonder what she is up to now. I think I remember hearing that she got married last year.

I have a lot of memories of her. Like when she split her chin open in kindergarten after falling off one of the playground structures. I spent ages in the hospital, waiting for her to get stitched up. I also remember arguing with her over when a day began. I kept trying to tell her that a new day started at midnight, but she was convinced the day started at 6 am. Why? Because that is when the TV guide showed a new day starting! 😀 I wonder when she finally realized that I was right. 😉

4. …your favorite breakfast cereal?

My parent’s never really bought sugary cereal for me. I remember loving puffed rice, instant oatmeal and Shredies. I also remember eating a lot of grapefruit when I was in middle school.

5. …your favorite thing to do after school?

After school, I would often go to Holly’s house to play Barbies, or she would come to my house. I loved my Barbies, and I hated to give them up as I grew older. Now I have two collector Barbies (the Egpytian Princess and the Irish Princess) and my grandmother’s small Barbie collection (an old Malibu Barbie, a few knock offs, and another old Barbie, along with some clothes). I do hope that I have a little girl one day so I can buy Barbies for her. I’d also like to collect some more of the collectable Barbies, such as the Japanese Princess, Chinese Princess, and Enchanted Mermaid.

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To Do

Thankfully sometime yesterday afternoon the TO garbage collectors graced our humble building with their presence and picked up our trash. It’s been two weeks since they have so blessed us. Funny how they have been picking up the trash for the building next door. Both bins sit in the same driveway, about 20 meters apart. Ours is the one furthest back, so maybe they just didn’t feel like driving that far. Who knows?

We also got some nifty new furniture for the front lobby yesterday. It’s very art deco inspired, in mint and red. Yeah, it sounds like ass, but it actually looks really good. If I remember, I might pop upstairs later and take a picture of it.

I’m hoping I can shake myself out of my rut today. I’ve been really down for the last week, after finding out I didn’t get either job I interviewed for. I’ve wasted so much time, just sitting around and being sad. Well, I have gotten a lot of cross stitch done, but not much else. Sometimes it does feel good just to do nothing much, but when I do that for to long I realize that I’m wasting what little time I have in this life. There is so much I want to do, and even more that I want to learn. Yet, I let time slip away like I am going to live forever. And really, it feels so much better to relax after I’ve done some hard work.

So, the plan for today:
– hand washing (I have some delicate sweaters and such that can’t go in the washer and that are piling up)
– write
– maybe an exercise from Right to Write or a new article or two for The Lotus Pond
– study my Tarot cards (I’ve been ignoring them too much lately)
– go for a walk
– laundry
– find and apply to two jobs
– plan a rough draft of a new template for this blog and another

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A Trip to the Bin

I just took out a bag of garbage and ran into our super. Our garbage bin is full to over flowing, and there are several bags on the ground by it.

“Did you just put garbage out?” she asked.

“Yes, I did. I can’t keep it in my apartment.”

“You put in on the ground?”

“I did, near the other bags,” I told her. She had obviously seen me do it.

“Well, that’s not were garbage goes. Put it in the bin for the apartment next to us. Animals in the ravine will be all over the bags.” The other bin is clearly labeled “Building X” and is not owned by the same people, but I did so anyway.

“Are they coming to empty our bin soon?” I asked her.

“They were supposed to be here two weeks ago.”

Riiiight. Wouldn’t your time be better spent calling them to find out where the heck the are? Or maybe try talking to the lease holding company that owns this building and getting them to do something, other then babysitting the obviously overflowing garbage bin. I didn’t do anything wrong by taking out my garbage, yet she made me feel like it was my fault. I wonder if she will go around to all the apartments, trying to discover who put out the 20 or so bags that are there, and get them to move them into the bin for the other building. *sigh*

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More Quizzes

Every once in a while I like to take some of the quizzes I see posted on other blogs. They are generally very silly, and most seem to have been written by teenage girls. But, they are still fun. 🙂 I mean, I’ve got to let go once in a while, right? So, here are the results of the quizzes I’ve done lately.

sandals
Sandals- peaceful, daydreamy, and thoughtful, you often find yourself staring into space. When you aren’t out volunteering you are often just dreaming away. You enjoy the company of friends sometimes but enjoy peace and quiet.

What Kind of Shoe Are You?
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Funny, but sandals are my favourite type of shoes to wear. If it was safe (and not cold half the year), I would probably go barefoot. But sandals are a nice compromise when the weather permits it. I love being able to feel long grass and wind tickle my toes.


Green




You are a very calm and contemplative person. Others are drawn to your peaceful, nurturing nature.




Find out your color at Quiz Me!

Green… it is one of my favourite colours, actually. But, because I have a slight greenish undertone to my skin, I rarely wear it. I’d love to paint a room in my home green, and decorate it with cream and other light coloured pieces, but I never have. Maybe one day, when we have a house, and I can have my own room for my crafts and writing.

You are dishcloth cotton.
You are Dishcloth Cotton.
You are a very hard worker, most at home when
you’re at home. You are thrifty and seemingly
born to clean. You are considered to be a Plain
Jane, but you are too practical to notice.

What kind of yarn are you?
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lol! I was hoping for something like Cashmere! But it is true. I’m a clean freak and horribly dependable.

I’m completely down-to-earth!

Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

Good old me. *sigh*

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Knowing Me

It’s PMS time again, so I’m sitting around being depressed and pissy. It’s a funny thing because I know that my life is pretty good in general. It’s not perfect — I’d like to have a job and I’d like quanta’s parents to like me. (The two are dependent on each other. It will interesting to see how soon it is after we get married until they starting saying we should have kids. :think: ) But, overall, life is darn good. Comfy home (except for that damn ticking pipe!), lots of good stuff to eat (House of Gourmet and Sushi Time! Yum!), clothes, books, time to write and think, and my pretty (grouchy) cat to cuddle with.

I think I whine too much. But I’m not sure what else to do in order to figure out what it wrong. I know I’m not getting anywhere just thinking and spinning my wheels. Once in a while I try to focus and do some self-examination, but I get sidetracked and give up. For example, I’ll start reading a self-help book but switch to another one once the first one starts getting into difficult exercises. Or I will start working with one Tarot deck and switch to another once I start seeing things that hit too close to home. I keep putting off all the difficult work, and I leave everything at the surface. Part of it, I think, comes from the fact that I haven’t found the right book or deck yet. The tools I am using are good, but they aren’t totally right. So, instead I keep putting off any real work, any real self-discovery, until I find the perfect tool.

I think that I am afraid of what I will discover if I really try to get to know myself.

I never really got to discover who I was when I was a teen. I was very heavily influenced by a boyfriend. I had some of my own interests, but they were all half explored. Now that I have the freedom, and now that I am supported by quanta (the wonderful open-minded man that he is), I don’t know what to do. But… I have found this new Tarot deck that might just be perfect… :devious:

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